one eternal round wrote: One thing I feel in my heart is that we're not human beings having a spiritual experience,,, we're spiritual beings having a human experience...
I have often thought this as well, but probably not quite the way you do, and it started when I first read "The Butterfly Dream" (about 30 years ago).
Ever since then I have pondered upon the possibility of this life being a "game" of some sort. Like a playground world where our "real" selves set up a series of handicaps to make the game more or less difficult. That is probably why I instantly grasped the entire concept behind the "Matrix" series, when nearly everyone else I knew found it to be confusing. The main difference behind my hypothesis and that of the Matrix, would be that the "real" people in the Matrix would be
entering by choice, but still unaware while they were in the game. That leads into the question of whether the player stays for the duration of each game, or if when we sleep, the player is going about his/her daily business?
Don't go thinking I'm nuts, this is just a thinking-game that I have toyed with for years. But here is a link to what started this concept in my mind. It is short, and this particular page also breaks it down and anylyzes it. If you are not familiar with "The Butterfly Dream", it is worth reading if only to give your mind a little exercise...
http://www.the-philosopher.co.uk/butter.htm
"We don't know who, why, where, what, when we are. What a fright-mare! Ignorant, alienated agents sent on a mission with no instructions..."
-Timothy Leary, The Eternal Philosophy of Chaos